Child Porn…


Child Porn…

By Gloria Faye Brown Bates/aka Granny Gee

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Gloria Faye Brown Bates… little innocent child

 

Children from 1 year to … 14 years of age. That’s right… that’s what I heard on the news this evening. They have arrested several adults, still looking for a middle-age man who looks like someone’s ‘dear old grandfather’. They’ve been videoing these children in … sexual acts.

I can’t even think of what people do to a … 1 year old child. I do know what they can do to a little three year old girl. I was a victim at that age. No one knew… I didn’t even know… that I knew. As I became older… I knew what had happened to me.

My uncle molested me as a little girl… that time has always stood out in my mind… it must have been very intense for a memory to burn into a little girl’s mind. I remember the cookie… laying on the floor of the pantry… just before, I had been looking out the window where the sun was shining… yearning to run, play with the other children……

I was always afraid of that particular uncle… he had an awful temper. My aunt, their children were afraid of him. He was a pillar of the community… a professional businessman. Everyone respected, liked him… ‘why, he was a wonderful person; he could do no wrong’…. I never told on him. What could I tell… I didn’t have words for what happened….

Before that… a ‘sweet, old’ grandfather….. “give me your hand, Faye”. I won’t write about it… for now.

I hope you watch your children… boys, girls alike. There are sick people around… waiting for your back to turn. When you look back, all you’ll see is an expression of love, caring. You’ll never see them …drooling… when you aren’t looking. A child doesn’t understand… not a very young one.

I do love seeing how grown-up children are in today’s time. They are so smart, knowing what’s going on in their world. They don’t mind telling on someone who tries to hurt them in any way. They’ve been taught to … tell someone. When I was little… ‘such things didn’t happen’. How could a child tell something it didn’t have words for?

The one time I did tell when I was about ten, eleven…. my mother became angry at me… or so, I thought. Then, I learned she believed me… the man seeing her… wasn’t there anymore.

She had left me in the car with him one late evening while she kept a doctor appointment. I wore dresses as a little girl… the man’s hand reached between the seats… you can imagine.

Seeing the ages of the children from one to fourteen… this evening on the news… reminded me of how innocent little children are.

I’m aware of child porn all over the world… at times, I get a glimpse of it on tv, on the computer. I’m always shocked … to see children solicting sex… they’ve been taught to do so.

I just saw something recently of little girls dressing very provocative… strolling the streets to be picked up (they weren’t teenagers, either)… in another country. I was shocked… I hadn’t seen that side before. I felt so sad…

I know there’s so much I don’t know… haven’t seen, nor have a hint of in this world… to do with … child porn.

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Photo is of me… owned by me… #Gloria Faye Brown Bates/aka #Granny Gee

Story is written, owned by me… Gloria Faye Brown Bates/aka Granny Gee

 

6 thoughts on “Child Porn…

  1. Hi hun! 😦

    Yes it is a terrible thing that happens all the time and appears to be getting worse! 😦

    Getting these people in the courts is hard as they are often intelligent and go to great lengths to cover their tracks, but that is just the tip of the iceberg I’m afraid. 😦

    From the last report I read we are not talking hundreds of offenders, but tens of thousands and that is only an estimate!!! 😦

    I have know offenders in my own community who would happily point the finger of blame at others and lead others to attack their victims only for it to be shown that THEY were the guilty ones, but nobody dared touch them because they were serious criminals who had access to guns and were, therefor, too dangerous to attack as they had tried to do their innocent victims.

    I have seen the result of this kind of abuse too often and how girls who were groomed and abused went on to become prostitutes at a tender age.

    I have tried to help several, but they either turned on me, or ignored any kind of help and fell so far from grace I lost them forever.

    My darkest moment was when one girl who I had known since she was seven years old, and had helped through the worst times of her life, showed up to offer me sex for Β£60.

    She was sixteen and I had regarded her as a daughter, but because of her being ‘over the hill’ and so of less value to the owners of the brothel where she worked she was trying to arrange a client list to live on.

    I’m not ashamed to say that when she left I wept buckets.

    Today she is a mother with children she is doing well to bring up and lives close by, but I cannot forget what happened to her and how the local authorities failed her so badly… 😦

    As for me?

    As you know I was accused of all sorts of crimes only to be given an absolute discharge, but the people who made those accusations continue to walk among us, immune because people are too afraid of them to give evidence… 😦

    It’s a dirty world Gloria and one in which the many good people are unable to do what is right because the evil ones are above the law… 😦

    Love and huge hugs my friend from a fellow survivor. πŸ™‚

    Prenin.

  2. The internet has given these monsters a whole new world filled with little children they can exploit. How powerful can they feel to abuse and ruin forever the life of a child? I don’t understand it, and I’m glad I don’t understand how anyone can destroy the spirit of a little boy or little girl. To me, it’s pure evil. I would, however, look evil directly in the eyes, if I could figure out a way to save all these little children.

  3. I just read a repulsive news item about a guy from Georgia (I think) who had been videotaping himself raping and sexually molesting girls from age 10 up since 2000…glad to see he committed suicide in his jail cell after being determined THE SUSPECT in at least 56 or more cases…thanks to his saved videos (evidence). He was a traveling salesman. Sick bastard. Also, the item told of the massive volume of kiddy porn on his computer and in his home that was confiscated.
    It really makes me sick to see the extent to which predators will go to lure the victims, and do unspeakable evil to…aamazing he hadn’t been caught years ago. He was taken at his “word” in an earlier case he’d been allegedly suspected of involvement in…and he was then free to go…go and do much, much more in many other locales. WTF!?

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